_{I’m being stupid right now. Crying because I think back at when we had our big prom, and I didn’t even attend. No one even asked me. No one bothered to see if I wanted to come just to be there. /Everyone/ went.. Except me. One of the biggest nights – and I missed out on it because I’m me.}

_{I don’t think I’ve ever been so sad to be honest. I kept saying I didn’t mind not being asked.. How I would probably show up alone, but no one.. asked.. No one even.. asked me to come as a friend.. To experience the big night.. No one asked why I wasn’t there. I was invisible. Again. No matter what I do - No matter where I go - I’m invisible.
At least I could wish someone asked me.. But I guess I was never of import. I was a nobody. I was the idiot who lived for months at an institution because I was too suicidal and depressed to be taken care of. Honestly – I get why no one would ever want to be with me.}